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XcLuS1ve_PaPii
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Country: United States
State: New York
Birthday: 6/5/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Music, Art, Muscle cars, Motorcicles, Photo editing
Expertise: Aviation Mechanics, Visual arts
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/28/2003
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
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| best bday ever, spent it with people who've shown me they really care about me, noone's fucked with me today, and best of all... I got my green card today! Im going back to school tomorow, filling out all the apps, and starting ASAP. Going back to the firm too, althought it might not be for long, but i will be back. -sigh- last few months have been an emo-coaster. but its over, its finally over...
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| Funny how I'm afraid to check my bank account balance... Lmao I know there's money in there, a lot, but I'm afraid to see how much I've spent. =X
Wednesday morning, 7:32 I should be @ the train station now but the first bus was über-packed. Spoke to pops yesterday, called me when he caught a break from the meeting.
Itinerary for next month.
Work, sleep, work, sleep on my way to work, fly to pr on the 25th [yay!] cheah =)
Ah and btw... Planting thoughts and ideas in the dude's head, on some "he can see her when ever" bullshit.... Such a new low mara... Smh. | | |
| I haven't been able to login from my sidekick lately, dunnow tf is going on with that. But a few things have happen that I haven't blogged about. Maybe ill get to sit down and write'em all tomorow. I'm working late friday [bout 8-11 or 12] again, and sat for a few hours in the am. I won't be leaving with my bro and my mom to mass. But I do have plans to catch up once I get off work. Ill have to take the bus to boston and then either the rail down to oxford, or have'em pick me up. No biggie.
The friendship that samara and I built is no more. Due to circumstances beyond my control shit just came tumbling down.. Once again a friendship is lost over bullshit. I don't wanna talk much about it so ill leave it at that.
Work has been great! Tons of hours, but its good. I've been getting to know people even better lately and I've noticed a lot of thing. Good and bad.
Dad's in brazil. I was supposed to go with him. But I don't get my green card till january [finally!] so we pushed it to next spring break.
I'm exhausted, long day, lots of shit to do tomorow. Nite nite | | |
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